my mom. Options

[futureman]

my mom has cancer.
she's had it for a while.
i love her probably like you love your mom.
tonight, the doctors told me it is just about done.
her time here is very limited.
that, being the eldest son, i would need to make the choice....when the exact moment comes....i am going to have to make the decision....about whether she goes on the life support...or not.

thats a hard choice.
she has cancer in 99% of her lungs and a lot of other places.
so, i will tell the doc to let her die.

right now, my life sucks like no one can believe.
i've been crying for 12 hours.

sorry, i just needed to tell you guys whats going on.
the weight is heavy.
the night is long.


anyway, i would like to toast her.
she's been an incredible person.
she'smade me what i am.
HERE'S TO YOU, MY MOM.


I LOVE YOU.

futureman.

This post has been edited by futureman: 01/28/05 11:07pm

[Silver]

you seem like a strong person by not giving up on your values and doing whats best for you mother. i feel for you i dread the day my mother passes, we are tight. just look to the positive thought's that are with you and keep them close to your heart. your strong. remember that. do you have a family, if so they are the best people to lean on, if not you always have you friends. good luck and if you need to let some pain go write it out, it helps. god bless and i wish you a gentle moment.

Dan