Today, March 17th, 2005, is my 16th birthday

if you're wondering why i put a sad face, it's because today is a depressing day for me. I do not like change... I do not like the progression of time... and i DEFINITELY do not like getting older... this just means i'm closer to make some of the toughest momentus decisions of my life (such as if/where i'm gonna go to college, what i'm going to study, what i'm going to do with my life, what i'm going to be, how i'm going to support myself, where i'm going to live... family? kids? shit like that) that all ppl must make when they become adults... and frankly, i have a fear of getting older... but that's just me... Happy St. Patricks day to everyone else.